finally, everything ended. i've never felt so relieve. it tastes so close to freedom, where you can actually breathe freely, knowing that nothing is restrained from you. hahahaha it feels good to stop the silly game.

ok, so i'm the one who ended it. and according to the deal, i should pay for the movies and eating out. but i propose another option: watching movies at his house, and eat at aldi's! hahaha. i couldn't make any better bargain than that! ;)

:: something to talk about // badly drawn boy ::

si dino mo jalan2 ke eropa timur bulan depan. hiks, sedikit iri. udah lama gak travelling. miss the feeling of getting into new atmosphere. everything feels new. phew.. kapan dong yaaaaa??!!! udah gitu dia boleh misah dari rombongan tour dan menengok kantor playboy luar. jdnya, uang saku bisa dikasih ama perusahann. lucky her! gw jadi muter otak mikirin gimana caranya ngomporin si nyokap dan tante buat kluar lagi, biar bisa dapet acara jalan2 ekstra plus uang saku. euro baby!! than i might got to buy another 5euro bag, just like the one i got on amsterdam.

btw, talking ttg jalan2. nampaknya si manusia es yg satu itu kmaren2 slama game 'sakit' kita, take a tour on my friendster page, and read my blog. pffttt, gawat juga klo dibaca ama orang2 yg gak kenal kita dari dulu. who doesn't know the full detail of my stories. jatohnya, dia pikir gw manusia depresi. if only i wrote the time where i found solutions for my probs. maybe he'll think differently.

setelah begitu lama gak sakit, tiba2 sekarang rasanya terhuyung2 kecil. ada beberapa option penyebab:
1. too much smoke.. umm kan gw perokok pasif gitu dey.
2. kurang tidur. karena kan kalian tau sendiri, gw selalu ngerjain kerjaan dan tugas, jd selalu kurang tidur. apalagi krn harus bangun pagi tiap hari. phew...
3. ketularan orang lain.. yups, there's always sum1 else to be blame..
4. kurang makan enak.
5. kurang kasih sayang (ini cuman biar kesannya lebih dramatis aja)
6. kurang ajar. makanya.. ajarin aku dong.. xD
7. kurang taun.. umm itu mustinya ulang tahun!

KWAKS!! anyway, today has been a day full of surprises. from me, setting aside my pride biar bisa menghentikan permainan simalakama itu, and this 'ol sickness.

image taken from: www.koalnet.com
such a wonderful picture of Place du Carrousel